Sunday, May 15, 2005

howww



I never thought of someday,someone would still love me... but you came along and turned the negatives into positives... you love me more than I expected, But theres still doubts that u might just leave me... so i ve never given u the love and care u deserve to....

to be continued...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

huh! hirap tlagang mainluv...



sabi nila luv really conquers all... well thats proven! it is really hard to fall for somebody whom u know u should not fall with... its hard to look up to somebody that someone had looked up to! it is hard for a person to express what He really feels if he's hesitant, not because of what he feels, but because he knows he should not to... it is like ur torn between two paces of life... career ba muna or love? ung ex ko ba na bumabalik or ung present na nanjan pero d ko ganun ka love? what? its like u love someone s0 much,even if u know he's committed and has someone... hirap tlagah!well... I'd rather settle for somethin' I know that's right and necessary to do! rather than settling for somethin' I know that would only hurt me!so I'd rather go for something, even if not sure I can... but definitely the thing that would not hurt and deprive me!wehnxxx


aha! suS! sobrang ala na tlagah akong mgawah! well! parang ala lang tlagah kmeng ginagawa dito sa training na to eh! but... I really thank God for everything thats happenin' in my life now... saya pero lots of tribulations and trials! pewo... I knkow He wont give me this enough challenges if I can't make it ryt>? senti na koh! tama n nga poh! enjoy reading my posts! well... I'll be posting some of my articles very very very sooN! so watch out for it! Zzzzz.... wehn

huh... a training so so so bowing!



another bowing night! well! we're here already @ our training roOm! so init so... everything... well am startin' to be pissed off with everything I used to enjoy! aaaam not used to be in this kinda crowd but, am really trying to cope with every adjustments and chanhes am gonna go through! huhhh! well! this would be Our last few days in skills training, so! UN MEDYO MASAYANG NKKLUNGKOT! we're heading to a new horizon nah after this! as in INCUBATION period na nmen... so we really have to be very good and spontaneous! sobrang haba na diba! un lang!... Zzzzzz... wehn:-)_